Was good for now….

At least I will no be spending labor day in the hospital…they are monitoring it for 3 more months…

Then we will see..

Yes he knew the answer…

He took the day off of work to take me to Iowa City to the University hosptial…went in the room with me as I had the ultrasound of my crazy overachieving ovary..was in the room with me during my pelvic exam…held my hand and told me it was going to be okay….supported me through listened to what the doctor had to say about another surgery and my alternatives..

What a great guy….but he knew that it was Mike that I wanted to be with me…The funny thing is that Mike could never go in with me when I had all the other problems…it hurt him to see me hurting and sick…so he always sat outside in the waiting room.

Keith is a great guy…I need to move on and give him a chance…

Good luck…for us non drinkers it is hard to understand the urge to drink…but I have been to al-anon and know that you only have control over yourself….

You can do it…

Okay…things are going along really well with Keith…

I want to achieve this goal before I am 80….so I am going to give hime a chance…He is just great….I need to keep reminding myself that he isn’t MIke and he doesn’t need to be compared to him in my mind on a daily basis.

He asked me the other day, if Mike came back and said he loved me and he wanted to get married what would I do…I said that isn’t going to happen. He said that isn’t the point, what would you do. I said 50/50 that I would take him back.. Everyone reading these posts knows that is 100/0…of course I would take him back..though really is it in my best interest.

Stupid Mike for me having to put this goal back on the table….this had been accomplished at one point.

aren’t our dogs just the best…my dog kills me, I swear she speaks english…

Your dog is a cutie..

okay…

things really need to start picking up at work…

My brain is healthy and I am really trying to get things going…not sure what is going on…

Need to get my act together….

Well let’s see….we had this great 12 mile bike ride on Saturday and had intentions of getting cleaned up and going out dinner… we settled on take out chinese…

It was great…like I have known him forever.

Sunday we went to church and then to Lowe’s…that was fun to…

Last night he made me dinner…it was simple and easy and he is a great cook…

Wow….is it dating if it is the same guy every time…

...all of that and he was on time…

How did this come about…did you call or her?

Maybe you will get your wish…

I haven’t seen or heard from Mike in 6 weeks….

I’m doing better…..but I still want him desperately…

Keith and I were on that same bike path on Saturday….it is nice, but not as scenic as the river bike path…

We did the whole thing….the only thing that hurt the next day was my wrists. That’s funny…

Hi..

Glad the session helped…I had thought about calling and making sure you are okay…

So it is good to hear things are better today….